me binte life.

2005-08-14T11:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday's training was tough macam blecin.
my legs were shivering. yes, like wad dee said. the screw in our
joints and legs felt so loose and felt like it really want to come off.
the sec three's were only me, deedee and has. well has, brought a
friend along. and lets welcome her to csc!. welcome, bebeh.
went ot csc with deedee and fariha.
crappness.!
laugh my intestines out because of some stupid things. nyaaaha.
then after trainings. we went off early. ate karipap with deedee.i love
that pompuan giler nak mampos laaaaaaa.
talk and crap all the way.
she told me about some stuffs. i'm being a friend there
and lend her a listening ear.=]
then in the train,
there's this group of men.i think they're interested in deedee.
hhahaa.
they kinda pissed us off . so blecin. we alighted at jurong east,
and we took 99 back home . how unlucky of me to sit
beside an apek with the worst smell ever!

it was fun!
now. i'm doing this fnn coursework. troublesome bte cheebye.

ms lee rock.

2005-08-13T10:09:00.000+08:00

ms lee was a total bacin yesterday.
shiffa, natra and me were caught because of our attire.
wtf. no more chances we given because this is not our first time.
"youre not going to class today. fill in the forms now!'.

so, ms lee rock la. ?.

school was nothing yesterday. it's just us, walking around doing
nothing. lucky, its friday , if not i'm gonna struggle trying to cope lessons.
so. its worth it. hah!
1 period of history ,
4 periods of ms lee's lesson, 2 periods of cme and 2 periods
of chemistry.
yey.

i have to send my bro to religeous
class. how troublesome bte cheebye.
i love seeing new words created by haini.
or our own languages that we use to
communicate. kan best.!
and ,
i have trainings today. though i'm poop
and lerthargic, i can't wait to meet
those auntiessss!
j.e last cabin 2:10 yeah?.

disney channel here i come!
dada. i'll update more soon. =)

why,

2005-08-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

to come to think of it. it's really shitty.
i just don't know why can't
people accept it positively. negative things will appear
first before the positive ones. or it's just only the negative stuffs.
i don't understand. i really don't.
but it's reality, face it.
this happens everywhere i go
i mean, everywhere and everytime.
irritating, yes it is.
its shocking, i know i know.

is it my fault that things happen this way?.
am i a bad person or wad?
if youre a friend, then you should really support me.
things should'nt change just because of this.
things should'nt be treated diffently bcos of this.
things should be like they used to.
things should be the same, normal.
things should'nt be awkward.

there should'nt be any uneasy feeling.
you be there for me and
i'll be there for you.
yes,
as a friend and we'll hang out like we use to.=/
NORMAL. geddit.

recently, i lost a friend who promises me lots of
things and just because of this poof*.gone.
i hope that friend of mine is happy and may god bless that friend of mine.
i don't want the same thing to happen again.
i pray hard. and i hope it will never happen,

ouhkay. lets stop those nonsense from invading my
head. it'll just burst into prune juice and haini will
have to drink it. and the duck will go mad looking
for the ladies. but, the fact that i don't want her
looking like hitler wearing lipstick because erm,
ouh k haini, i'll shut up. =) nyieeeh.

school was alright. went home with him.
and i just came back from meeting the hockey aunties.
a bunch of retards, they are.
deeeeeeeera. tong air jgn lupa ya. nyiehheh.
i'm off to my cousin's crib in 5 mins time.
dada.

que sara sara.

2005-08-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

national day celebration in school was olrite.
the sing-a-long was a blast. everybody was having fun.
we were given bulky stuffs that we have to carry home.
a history thingy, a bottle, bakebeans?. well.urm.yeah.bakebeans.

then, sentosa.
met them at j.e mrt station and off we go.
we had fun in the waters despite getting a warning from the lifeguard.
we almost drown.i mean, they.
thx to the heroic boys.
though i cant swim, i still can do the
five minutes survival thingy. where i'll just use my legs and save myself
from drowning and kick my legs to shore. this only saves 5 minutes of my life.
and that is, if i'm near to shore.
i didnt know that they were drowning behind me until the lifeguard gave us
warnings and they told me about it. HOW FUNNY.nyiaaha.
we played in the waters, laff like nobody's business, and yeah
laff like nobody's business. practically,
lots of hilarious things happened.
oh ya. we played volleyball too. i sucked at it.
its sad because melissa had to leave early. well, most of them left early
because they had something on. i guess the whole thingy was alright.
though ms vani's mood change is so unpredictable.

we left sentosa. ate at habourfront. then, say our gdbyes.
the boys invited us to go for their jamming sessions. well, we tagged
along and then *poof we took a cab home.
there it is. i'm out for the whole fuckin day. and i'm pooped.
dada,

chicken.

2005-08-07T10:25:00.000+08:00

i woke up really early this morning. tnx to haini who msged me at
7:51 am. BLECIN. THANK YOU.
its a sunday dammit. i cant wake up early on sunday.
my mom's gonna drag me
to asyhakirin if she knows that i'm awake.
Haini asked me to wake up and recite yassin for dunno wad reason.
She said that she dreamt her sister ira was shot and she cant sleep.
i shot u down bang bang la.

so. i woke up . walk around the house as though i did
nothing wrong. my mom looked at me and just kept quite.
i knew whats on her mind. but YEY .no need to go.
YEY is a good word you know. Then, at 9.15 am. he called me
and we talk. YEY.

and now.
peanut butter and jelly sandwichos with milo.
scrumptious.

i want to see haini's chicken giving birth to green ducks, which is an
islamic colour. so chi-bye for now.
i mean bye . heh.

i suck.

2005-08-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

today was a short day in school. but
3 periods of ms lee's lesson really barbequed my ass. salmah and i was like : BORING. and we were
striking out the periods and waiting for the time to pass. then *poof* off to first recess.

natra and i were staring at each other during recess. our cliques were still studying and its just the two of us.we went up to 3e6 and ate peanut butter sandwiches at their backdoor.
rubberducky would say : peanutbutter.i love.
i noe i'm rite. yes i'm rite.
yeyness.bringing our own food from home. we'll take turns
bringing the bread, jam and spreader etc.
and we'll eat like nobody's business.

i wanna dig my nose.
taik idung is taik idung because it is taik idung la.
dada.

untitled, it is.

2005-08-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

it's late, i know.
i'm awake, it's true.
tired, i am.
sick of school, i am.
study study study, that is all.
i studied, not true.

the oc, i wanna watch.
no homework, i loike.
chemistry test , i hate.
lazy, i am.
what to do, i don't know.

prune juice, haini love.
shitting, haini's big problem.

nyiaaaaaha , monkey laugh.
dada.

ohi'mback.

2005-08-04T14:59:00.000+08:00

i'm back to blogging.
nyieeh heh.
i'll update properly soon.
i wanna sleep.
dada.